The last couple of months has been nothing but hell for me. Not being able to do what I love and losing the person I thought I was gonna spend my entire life with literally put me in a very very dark place. I thought I lost everything and for a second I thought I lost myself entirely too, but I managed. I got up and I saw better days. I realized that if a person is not meant to be with me, God will allow that person to hurt me until the only option I have left is to let that person go. I was hurt but I’m okay now. I met new people, I’ve seen new places, I got to experience new things and honestly I’ve never felt so free and alive. After being down for awhile I saw myself smiling again and loving myself again and that is the best gift I could ever give to myself after everything that happened. Knowing who I am and my worth; it makes me feel indestructible. I’ve always been strong but this time I’ve gone stronger.
I’m learning..
..not to give people to much importance. Let alone, enough power to ruin your day. I no longer have any energy for people who dampen days or don’t value me. I see the light in people and always encourage their well being, however some people are content with how they’re living and I don’t have the time to change this. If you cheat those around you who are loyal, you’ve only cheated yourself. Their lives will continue and flourish. Today was amazing.. The start of something great and I’m out tonight to celebrate. Nothing else matters but accomplishing these goals and enjoying my time with good people.
In a relationship, you need somebody who’s going to call you out, not somebody who’s going to let everything slide. You need somebody who doesn’t want to live without you, but can. Not somebody that is dependent, but somebody who is stronger with you. A relationship is two people, not one.
(via beapr0ton)
